Showing posts with label collectibles. Show all posts
Showing posts with label collectibles. Show all posts

Monday, April 30, 2018

NEW 2018 Cubequines!



They're finally in the makingthe fresh and fun 2018 CubequinesTM! Ten new breeds eager to encrust your fridge! They'll be cast in colored resin, designed to be showcased as is. Even so, feel free to paint them—they'll look so cool "clothed" in your pigments!



About 2.25" (5.71cm) square, this "cube" forms the basis of the series. Each comes with a strong neodymium magnet on the backstronger than the ceramic magnets of the original set—firmly glued in place. Nonetheless, some will eventually be sold without magnets around the Holidays in case you'd like to tweak some into ornaments.







Design-wise, I took a special route with this 2018 set by featuring the breed's historical backstory as a background design motif to "seat" it into its cultural narrative. So much about a breed speaks to the culture that created it so what better showcase? So here's the lowdown on the background elements for each new Cubie:
  • Welsh Section A: Featured here is the famous and distinctive design motifs of Welsh and English quilting patterns.
  • Belgian: Art nouveau had a welcome home in Belguim and now pair that with the nation flower being the poppy. Voila! We have an art nouveau poppy!
  • Percheron: Here we see the distinctive province chevrons of the Perche area of France. 
  • Trakehner: The design in his background comes from a Medieval tapestry made in the old East Prussian empire—in which the native town of Trakehnen was situated—based on the "triple crown" design. 
  • Oldenburg: Similarly, the design for this guy comes from a Medieval tapestry created in Lower Saxony, or old Oldenburg, Germany.
  • Akhal-Teke: Here we see this unique breed adorned with beautiful neck collars and in his background we find Turkmenistan rug design.
  • Marwari: India is famous for many things, one of them being those gorgeous henna tattoo designs which fittingly emblazon his backdrop.
  • Lippizaner: Study the thick gold bands on the saddle pads of the Spanish Riding School and you'll see them as this guy's border.
  • Shetland: The famous Shetland laceintricate and delicatefestoons this little fellow's background.
  • Kladruber: Intricate Czech embroidery designs hallmark his backdrop along with a woodcarving design found on an old Czech home.




I've so liked these narrative backdrops that I'm going to apply this concept whenever I can. I sure look forward to exploring all the future options! The possibilities! 

On a sidenote, the original ten were sculpted in 2012a long six years ago. Why the delay? Well, when clinical depression squished me six years ago so many projects came to a grinding halt, including the Cubequine project. So my grand plan of coming out with a new set every year got squished right along with me. But thanks to some new Ketamine therapy, I'm back on track and so this Set II is a fitting way to restart studio life! That being the case, look for Set III in 2019 though mums the word on the featured breedsfor now.




Anyway, look for the 2018 Cubequines in my Etsy store very soon! If you'd like to stay posted on their availability subscribe to my email newsletter here.




To be inspired. That is the thing. To be possessed; to be bewitched. To be obsessed. That is the thing. To be inspired.
~ William Baziotes

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Wednesday, March 29, 2017

A Good Vintage III Was A Hit!


My popular vintage custom show, A Good Vintage, was held again with BreyerWest 2017 in Albany, Oregon at the Linn County Expo Center, during the NW Horse Fair and Expo. It was so great to meet new people and reconnect with old friends! We get to see each other so infrequently so it's a real treat to see them again! This is what shows are really about, aren't they?

On that note, revisiting old friends is also what A Good Vintage is all about, too! Folks brought out their old buddies in force this year, and the tables were full of gorgeous representatives of our past. Voting was particularly difficult this year with so many super-rare pieces showing upit was tough! Every entry was wonderful and it was such a pleasure to enjoy each onethank you to all who entered! They're all so special!

Mom and Hubby came, too, to help staff AGV—thank goodness! I couldn't pull this off without them! Thank you, guys! With their help, we were set up, ready to accept entries early, so that was nice. I like to be totally prepared ahead of time before entries start showing up. 

As usual for BreyerWest, A Good Vintage III classes were split according to three dates of creation: 60s-70s, 80s, and 90s. Last year we only had two entries for the 60s-70s, but this year we had loads! It was awesome! The older, the better, baby!

Everyone had a wonderful time and people loved bringing out their old friends to be loved again. Folks had a blast judging and memory lane was treaded happily that day. As it should be! But enough jabber! Let's get to the entries and who won!















There were so many pieces I would have loved to add to my collection! Those who do own them are such lucky ducks! There were lots of minis this year, too, which was fun.

As for awarding my special award, I chose Lakota Diamond, an Adios painted a blue roan blanket appaloosa by Kathy Maestas in the 1960s. This piece was so old, in such good condition, and so unusual as compared to her later style, I just couldn't resist. I just loved him! He's owned by Eleanor Harvey, and he holds a special place in her heart, too. Also of particular interest to me was Whipporwill Incognito, a standing Morgan by Judy Renee Pope and Elizabeth Bouras in the 1990s class. This piece was created by swapping the standing legs of the Little Bits Saddlebred with the articulated legs of the Little Bits Morgan! And voila! A standing horse! How cool is that?

It was so wonderful oogling all the fabulous and fascinating oldies and listening to people's stories about them and how much they're loved. It was also fun to see people vote and listen to their glowing comments and sense of wonder. Everyone had a fantastic time! These vintages have a way of bringing people together in a way modern customs cannot—the nostalgia and charm of a vintage can be such a unifying force! Truly, when we collectively remember where we've been, we gain more cohesion and perspective for where we're going.

CHANGES FOR AGV IV AND BEYOND

Operations went smoothly throughout the day though I did find areas to refine and change so the prospectus now has slightly modified information from these changes. We always learn something new to tweak each time we hold it!


The first big change is a prohibition on non-equines. I'd like AGV to be an equine-only show, including fantasy equines. 


The second big change is a prohibition on faux finishes or look-alike finishes. This is a vintage custom show, not an OF look-alike show. I want the pieces to look like customs, not OFs. 


The third big change is the timetable: everything has been moved up about 30 minutes, which makes the day more convenient for people's day schedules, especially at expos, as follows: 

  • 9am vintage customs are placed in their respective classes and left throughout the day.
  • 9:30am - 2pm People's Choice voting occurs throughout the day.
  • 2:20pm Champions and Reserve Champions are determined by the ticket count.
  • 2:30 Entrants remove their entries except for the Champion and Reserve Champion.
  • 2:40pm Voting for Grand Champion and Reserve Grand Champion takes place.
  • 3:30pm Grand Champion and Reserve Grand Champion awarded as determined by the ticket count.
  • 3:45 Raffle for voters.
  • 4:00 Entrants pick up their entries and vacate the show tables. Entries must be picked up no later than 4:15pm.
  • 4:15pm Leave your vintage customs at your own risk.
Also note that times for entry pick up from the tables—first for voting for Grand and Reserve Grand at 2:30pm and secondly at the end of the show at 4:00pm.

The fourth big change is the awards. If you notice, the awards featured a new shape—a circle tile! I really like this shape as it accentuates the shape of the logo image, so I'll be reverting to that circle shape exclusively from now on. Also, I've phased out the OOAK sculpted porcelain tile for Grand Champion and the beaded tile for the Reserve Grand Champion. Instead—drum roll, please—I'll be debuting the new official trophy for Grand and Reserve at A Good Vintage IV, held in conjunction with No NAN-sense Extravaganza (in Kentucky, Thursday, July 13, 2017 in the Thoroughbred Room at the Lexington Center in downtown Lexington)! Yep! A Good Vintage will have official trophies! It's going to be pretty awesome! 


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HOT NEWS!

On that note, A Good Vintage IV will be the centerpiece event at the No NAN-sense Extravaganza, so I'm trying to think of ways to make A Good Vintage IV extra super special. For example, A Good Vintage IV will feature twenty raffle prizes for voters instead of the usual ten! So stay tuned for new stuff as it's developed! Download the prospectus here!

To stay updated on the No NAN-sense Extravaganza, check back with the NAMHSA website as it develops.
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I'm looking forward to A Good Vintage IV in a few months! In the meantime, I'm sponsoring the vintage custom classes at So Cal Live 2017 April 22-23 in Norco, CA, hosted by Julie Dewyer. I'll be busily making the awards for both shows, and I'm particularly looking forward to creating the new AGV trophies.

And in case you missed it, enjoy my blog post about my obsession with vintage customs. My collection is my pride and joy!

Vintage customs are coming back in full force and it's so awesome to see! They're beautiful little time capsules that embody so many good memories and bits of our history. So I hope to meet you at A Good Vintage IV, and until then...VIVA EL VINTAGE!

"Absent imagination and artistic vision, we are blind to the wonders of creation."
~ David Allio

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Saturday, April 18, 2015

Your Artistic Voice




Introduction

Being a creative type entails many unique challenges, doesn't it? We’re faced with time management, prioritization of projects, learning new methods, refining our ideas, struggling with existing works, and meeting the demands of our own expectations. It’s enough to keep you running in circles! Yet one challenge that often gets taken for granted is nurturing our Voice.

What is a Voice? It’s that unique artistic point of view that makes your work unique. It incorporates your style, your ideas, and your convictions, and when strong enough, it makes your work as distinctive as a fingerprint. Those artists with particularly fresh Voices can revolutionize a genre, or challenge the establishment.

Artists with a Voice share three important characteristics, even if their styles vary tremendously. First, they tend to take their work seriously, respecting both the quality and integrity of their work. Second, they typically have something to “say,” and say it clearly and confidently. Third, they submit to the will of their Voice and work to protect it.

Your Voice is perhaps your most important creative asset. It sets you apart from other artists and establishes a body of work that cannot be duplicated. Your Voice also lends diversity to the genre, enriching its development and expanding its market appeal. Perhaps most important, however, using your Voice is artistically fulfilling because it reaffirms what you love to do. Truly, the more you use your Voice, the more enjoyment you find in creating through it!

Yet finding your Voice can be a difficult task. There are many distractions that can sabotage the process. Therefore, finding it takes a level of self-awareness and dedication that requires a degree of conscious effort. Yet once you’ve found it, it can fizzle out as you maneuver through the market, especially during fickle times. Beware! You can lose your Voice if you’re not careful!

How can you find your Voice, and when do you know you’ve found it? How do you know when it’s distinct and meaningful? How can you culture it into its full potential? Then once it’s bloomed, how do you protect it? Finally, how can you apply it in ways that promote your goals? 

Both Soothing and Shrill

The interesting thing about an artistic Voice is that it cannot be taught or givenit must be discovered individually and earned. 

This creates a dual meaning for the concept, one that’s both demeaning and supportive at the same time. To advise you to find and use your Voice is to imply you don’t already have one. This can not only be confusing to you, but insulting! At the same time, this advice offers you an opportunity to peel away safe artifices to reveal a truer, braver self in your art. 

The essential problem is the inherent Catch 22: Only through using your Voice can you attain your full potential, yet to find your Voice, you must admit to a fundamental artistic deficiency. This is no easy thing to do. Not only is it uncomfortable to acknowledge, but also it may be difficult for a developing artist to recognize her inadequacies.

Yet finding your Voice is possible. However, using it can be a risky prospect. While it has the power to elevate your work, it also can put you in the line of fire. You cannot hide behind artistic contrivances, such as copying another’s style or methodologies. You cannot mask your inner self with safe ideas and superficial interpretations. You won’t be able to get away with “halfway” because “average” won’t be good enough. Instead, you will bear your true creativity in full view of an often critical public, and this takes a degree of temerity. An artistic Voice is only for the confident and those who truly are dedicated to their art.

For those artists, however, the rewards are well worth the risk. A Voice creates a kind of creative monopoly based on the unique vision that no other artist can duplicate. This helps to develop a collector base, which is the essence of making a living at art. It also creates its own kind of marketing, since your name can be attached to a specific visual of the subject matter. When people can recognize your work at a glance, you’ve made a distinctive mark on their memory. Using your Voice deepens your creative experience and opens up dimensions in your work that were previously veiled. In the end, your respect for your work, the subject, and the work of others, grows and reflects positively in your artistic life and in the larger community. Only when you create a genuine piece of artwork with your Voice do you come to appreciate deeply the process, the subject, and the work of others.

Finding Your Voice

Your Voice is a funny thing. It’s both a part of you, but also not. It’s guided by your hand, but guides it, too. It works best in that “unthinking” state of creation, but needs thought to be unlocked. It thrives on freedom, but appreciates pathways. It also can take on a life of its own and is quick to argue when you impose on it. It’s uncompromising, honest and bold, and knows exactly what it wants. It’s your true artistic self. When you fight it, its qualities appear as negatives, but when you accept it, those qualities become welcomed positivesit’s all a matter of perspective.

Uncovering your Voice is no small matter, however. There’s no linear process to discover it, and some artists simply stumble upon it, while some need years of effort. One thing is certaina Voice doesn’t magically appear, fully formed and potent. It’s not like a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. It’s more like a seed buried deep inside every artist. It requires cognizance and nurturing to growit cannot do these things on its own.

The good news is that there are ways to tease it out, to coax it to sprout. One useful method is to study the work of other artists you admire or disfavor, and try to pinpoint exactly why you like it or why you don’t. Don’t stick to the obvious, either. Study works from the vast spectrum of art, from the ancient to the modern. Only through full exposure to “light” can your seed begin to grow by helping you establish a set of boundaries that will heighten your awareness about your own work. Correspondingly, seek out training and instruction, through workshops, books, advice, etc. Exploring the subject from other points of view, and being exposed to the processes of other artists, can help you hone your artistic characteristics.

Along those lines, joining artistic groups or guilds can be similarly helpful. Essentially, look for inspiration anywhere you can, and it doesn’t have to be just within equine art, either. Finding out what inspires you is half the battle for finding your Voice, because that’s what provides its fuel and essence. Consequently, a useful trick is to immediately sketch out every inspirational idea you have, while that iron is hot. It doesn’t have to be painstakingjust capture the energy and the idea. Snatching those inspirations out of your most creatively buoyant moments and capturing them on paper is a terrific means to develop an overall picture of what your Voice values. This can help you map out your boundaries rather quickly, too, because this works almost like the sonar “ping” on a submarine. Keep these sketches and reflect back on them from time to time because each one is that “ping.” Your reaction to it over time is the “ping” bounced back onto your creative radar.

Once you have an idea of your artistic boundaries, then is the time to experiment and take risks. You have to work outside your comfort zonesthere’s no way you’re going to find your Voice unless you go out on a limb! Take all your inspirations and lessons you’ve learned and work to make them yours. Don’t copyallow yourself only to be informed by admired works. This also means you’ll probably careen through the extreme points of your boundaries, but keep “pin-balling.” You’ll overstep and overdo artistically, or be too timid or milquetoast, but that is part of the process. You have to test your boundaries along with your moxy to push them. Finding your Voice isn’t only about discovering the roots of your work, but also finding a bit about yourself. Eventually, you’ll find yourself pulling those boundaries in ever-closer, and your work will communicate a more rounded expression of your Voice. Subsequently, you’ll find your work becoming more consistent and distinctivewhen this happens, you know your Voice is growing!

As you explore, be conscious of which admired works or ideas are working to influence your art, and also be aware of what parts of you are making it your own. Note which parts “flow” and which parts cause you to struggle. Yes, you have to get into the “groove,” and thinking about what you’re doing can disrupt that. Learning to be reflective at key points during the process allows you to pick apart how that development is evolving. Becoming a Zen master with your work is indeed about letting go, and to do that you need “artistic memory” as autopilot. To gain this, you must first be hyperconscious of what you’re doing. Only in the knowing can you learn to forget! 

Don’t let your Voice slide into easy speaking during this process. Timidity won’t let it bloom! Gently prod it forward by allowing yourself the freedom to follow your predilections and curiosities without qualification. This nurtures your Voice’s eccentricities, those things that make it distinct. As you progress, continually seek to accentuate those idiosyncrasies and work to minimize a generic or “safe” interpretation to guide it. Once your Voice has become confident, it can take over as autopilot, but it needs this initial “programming” first.

Some Caveats

However, some common traps await you at this point because it’s easy to drown in these inspirations rather than be guided. Honestly, it’s often at these moments you can find yourself disliking your own work! For instance, you may come to believe that the genius of your mentors allowed their Voices to appear quickly and effortlessly. You begin to think they simply have a unique gift you’ll never have. It’s true they may be naturally gifted, and creating their work comes to them easier than it does for you. However, don’t forget they also worked to find and refine their Voices. They may have struggled and stumbled just as much as you are now. So perhaps the reason why you cannot achieve their heights is because you’re trying to speak with their Voices rather than with your own! There’s only one artist who’s an expert with your Voiceyou!

Another temptation is to believe you’re failing in comparison to those works you admire, no matter how much you try. This can lead to a lot of unnecessary frustration, possible disillusionment, and a desire to quit completely. What you may not realize is that when you reach these low points, it’s not that you’re “failing,” it’s because you may be stifling your own Voice. Take an objective look at what you’re doing to identify where you’ve run counter to your Voice. If that means taking a breather from the piece, do so. Forcing the issue doesn’t work. At this point, it may be a good idea to study the body of works of your mentors to discern how their Voices appeared and evolved. Seeing how they worked through their issues may prove helpful to your efforts. 

One thing to keep in mind, however, is the nature of realistic equine sculpture. Remember this is an absurdly narrow focus with a rather stringent set of demands. This means that those Voices that respond well to these demands will succeed, whereas those that don’t will struggle. There is risk inherent in this because we cannot control the nature of our Voiceit is what it is. While we can attune it closer to those demands, it’s a delicate balance to weigh your Voice against the peculiar expectations of an ever-exacting market. On the other hand, it cannot be denied that realism demands more than simple mimicry to be convincing. A level of “artiness” is necessary to create an impression of realism beyond what is technical duplication, while also infusing the soul, moment and “spin” that makes it art. This is precisely where your Voice can shine! Nonetheless, realize that discovering your Voice in this realistic venue is rather like rouletteyou’ll never know what your winning number is until you spin the wheel, but the odds aren’t stacked in your favor. The choice is to sacrifice everything in your pursuit of artistic authenticity, or to stay safe and never be true to yourself. It’s up to you.

"Inevitability, Mr. Anderson"

In many ways, finding your Voice is inevitable with a serious artist. It’s akin to artistic maturity. Over the years, you naturally will want to cut the umbilical of safer copying and formula to walk on your own two creative feet. When you do, you’ll find comfort in your own creative language regardless of the subject matter or artistic challenges. 

So how do you know when you’ve found your Voice? Well, it’s something you just know when it happens. It’s an ease in the mind and the hand, and a serenity that comes with acceptance. Your work will “flow,” anxiety or desperation will vaporize, and you will find a “still point” of quiet confidence. Furthermore, you’ll know it’s meaningful when you create unique, consistent quality, results that people can recognize easily as your work. When your Voice has resonance, it generates its own meaning and authority, sometimes independent of your original intentions! A developed Voice also allows other people to layer on their own interpretations of your work, which enhances their experience and appreciation for your unique point of view. In this way, a mature Voice is distinct and allows other minds to experience it on their own terms.

Like adulthood, artistic maturity is earned through slogging through the developmental yearsit cannot be circumvented with short cuts. You will come out the other side as yourself, with self-assurance and composure. When you’ve reached this other side, you may find that those aspects you tried to mimic in your mentors’ work do not exist in your new work. This is because your Voice has made your work entirely your own...and better for it!

Cultivating Your Voice

There’s no simple path for cultivating your Voice once you’ve found it. However, what is necessary is that you (1) recognize it, and (2) believe it to be worth protecting. 

So perhaps cultivating your Voice is more akin to weeding around your little sapling, to give it optimum space to grow. One way to do this is to check yourselfare you being informed by your mentors, or copying them? It’s seductively easy to lose yourself in another style or approach and become a copycat. Another way is to make sure you aren’t falling into a creative rutare you doing the same things repeatedly? Yes, your work should be coherent with your Voice, but this doesn’t mean playing it safe all the time is good for it, either. Unless you’re taking a risk with each new creation, you may be smothering your Voice over time. Do you find yourself getting bored with your work? If so, try different strategies to invigorate your creative juices! Sculpt different subject matter, or adopt new methodologies. Take a field trip to a museum or stable to reconnect with those inner drives. Attend workshops or retreats to relearn the passion for experimentation and learning. More often than not, your creative engine just needs a good jolt.

You also can over-fertilize your little sapling! Too many ideas and too many unfinished projects can spin you around in a big whirlwind of nothing learned. In order to find and develop your Voice, you need to create a lot of art piecesfrom start to finish! This is where a kind of prioritized discipline comes into play. You need to dedicate what it takes to focus on finishing enough similar work to create the “control group” that allows your Voice to reveal its patterns. Too much chaos will simply drown it out. With consistency your Voice will bloom, and then you can apply it to all those other ideas waiting on the sidelines. In turn, you’ll find the expression of those other ideas are stronger for it, as well.

Be sure not to over-prune your little sapling either! Let it grow wild for awhile and develop its own character. Do we like trees that are perfect, or those with appealing eccentrics? When it comes time to prune and how, you’ll know itthat’s your Voice starting to reveal its boundaries. Let it inform you, however. Don’t force it. Otherwise you risk chopping off branches of unforeseen benefit. Getting input from seasoned artists can be useful herethat bonsai master may have gems of insight for you!

Applying Your Voice

Now that you have your Voice, it’s time to start using it! The handy thing is that no matter the subject matter, or the artistic style you choose to express it (i.e. realistic, abstract, impressionistic, etc.), somehow your Voice will come through. So don’t be afraid to create through it! What you’ve found is something special and unique, so be proud of it! It will give your work distinction and a foothold in the market. You’ll have clarity in how you want to approach your work and find that it’s fun to apply your Voice to all sorts of challenges and new ideasso don’t hold back!

Curiously, you’ll find that whatever goals you previously had, your new ambition will be to use your Voice once you’ve discovered it. In other words, using it becomes the driving force, the journey and the destination. As you continue to develop and apply your Voice, you’ll find that your prior objectives may change, sometimes dramatically, taking your artistic future into unknown and unexpected directions. Follow it. As Joseph Campbell wisely advised, “Follow your bliss.” Only you, in all the Universe, have this path, and in many ways, our unique gift obligates us to walk it.  

Nevertheless, you may wonder why your Voice is importantwhat do you have to offer that’s so special? Why can’t you just create as you want and stop trying to be “more?” These are valid questions that are important for you to ponder. Indeed, art is a pastime for many, not the overriding passion as it is for some. Undoubtedly, the measurement of your zeal will determine not only if you find your Voice, but also how exuberant it grows. Again, the choice is up to you.

Yet whether you throw yourself into your art or entertain it as a diversion, your Voice may be more important than you know. To begin with, when artists work from their Voice, plagiarizing other work tends to diminish. Your Voice demands original ideas and original authorshipit seeks to communicate its individualism. Also, your Voice asks for effort, it expects you to try your best each time. This not only has a cumulative effect on your body of work, but it also helps to advance the art form. Similarly, your distinctive Voice adds to the diversity of ideas and interpretation of the subject matter, which isn’t only important for the genre, but also inspiring to artists who have just started cultivating their talents.  Finally, using your Voice is a statement. You’re staking your claim in the creative world and showing you have confidence and pride in your work. Collectors value commitment and dedication, and they respond positively to artists who do not compromise their creative identity. In this way, using your Voice makes your work distinctive and collectibleonly you can create it! This can add value and novelty to your work, too, which are important factors towards the creation of a collector base.

Maintaining Your Voice

As with our work, our Voices refine over time. Expect it to change and evolve as you grow and age. Even artists who’ve been creating well-received work for decades are still exploring their Voices!

Stay open to new ideas, methods and interpretations. When you choke these off, you squelch your Voice’s full potential. What usually results is a creative plateau you seem unable to escape, or an urge to “do more,” but an inability to achieve it.

Challenge your Voice from time to time! Stretch it and put it to harder work. For instance, try tackling work you believe is “too intimidating,” or “beyond” your scope. You’ll probably surprise yourself, discover more about your creative drives, and learn to trust your Voice. Sculptors often are benefitted by occasional flatwork of some kind, whether as quick sketches or full-blown finished works. Also, consider creating work entirely outside your creative focus or habits. For example, if you create mostly miniature works, try working big. If you create mostly full-body sculptures, think about sculpting a bas-relief or bust. Reinterpreting the subject matter in different styles, such as abstract, is useful for developing your Voice, too. It forces you to perceive things with altogether different ideas, offering new routes for your Voice to explore. In doing so, you’ll bring this wisdom back into your usual work to enrich it in ways you couldn’t have predicted.

Allow your Voice to set down roots. Don’t try to force it into something it isn’t, but don’t keep it in hibernation, either, by not finishing what you start. Don’t confuse your Voice with too many ideas and projects at once. Stay focused. It needs to develop a root system first, then it’ll be robust enough to handle the creative onslaught. Listen to your Voice and allow it to guide your choices. During the process, sit back and cogitate what you’ve created. Try to identify how your Voice is informing your hands and where you’d like to push a bit harder, or where you need to ease up. Learn to trust it and submit to it. A deep-rooted Voice is like an old treeyou can lean against it for relief and savor its shade when things get “too hot.”  

However, no matter how well-developed your Voice becomes, it needs continual care. You’ll always have to employ steps to protect and feed it, and give it room to transform. In many ways, this is a good barometer for your own creativityif your Voice has stopped evolving, perhaps it’s time to take an introspective moment.

Conclusion

Finding your Voice takes time, so don’t get discouraged if you don’t find it immediately. Don’t try to “fake it” either, but let it emerge in its own good time. When you do find it, your Voice will give your work authority and distinction in ways otherwise unattainable. You’ll find new dimensions of enjoyment and expression, creating a positive feedback loop.

Artistic identity and integrity are the essence of your Voice. This means that only when you find your Voice can artistic authenticity also emerge from your studio. It's these things that define quality and meaningful work, regardless of its style or skill level. So plant your tree, protect it and help it grow. In the end, we all can enjoy a collective forest with far more diversity than we ever imagined!

Recommended Reading
Finding Your Visual Voice: A Painter’s Guide to Developing an Artistic Style (spiral-bound) by Dakota Mitchell. 2007. ISBN-10: 1581808070 or ISBN-13: 978-1581808070.

Art and Fear; Observations On The Perils (and Rewards) of Artmaking by David Bayles and Ted Orland. 1993. ISBN: 978-0-9614547-3-9.

"Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside awakens." ~ Carl Gustav Jung

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Thursday, October 23, 2014

Full Circle: From Breyer–Crazy to Breyer–Creator


Our journey through life is a meandering path, isn't it? Surewe like to think of it as a diligent march forward, goal in sight with steadfast gaze and detailed map firmly in hand. But the truth is that despite our resolve, it's all just rambling. And though we may have some inkling of what we're doing, none of us really have any idea of where we're going. How could we? Life is unpredictable, and we're all just wingin' it.

Honestly, I look back over my life and wonder what would my 10yearold self think of my now. How I am now. And I think that's a good thing. We may still hold onto memories, but we become many different people throughout our lives. We're wanderers in our own unfolding adventure. 

And that keeps our options open, doesn't it? This blissful, blind freedom to choose our paths, even when we're unaware we're making choices, characterizes the collage of our lives. And if we "big picture" it all, these unique twists in our evolving odyssey not only contribute to who we are, they eventually test who we are, too. And in 2013, I had the opportunity to engage such a test.


But let me backstory this for you…starting around 2008, I suffered severe clinical depression for the first time in my life. Up until that point, I'd been a highlydriven, cheerful, happygolucky girl, but when that mental storm hit, it was devastation. The Creatures song Slipping Away was so very aptit's like you're being systematically turned off. And so new it was to me, it caught me totally unawares and so cascaded with such destructive force that I was left wondering just how much of me would be left.

And in that "me" category was my creativitymy art workthe very core of my being. I'm not exaggerating when I say that my art is me and I am my art. To not create my art is to essentially cease being me. Like not breathing anymore. And what's so insidious about clinical depression is how easily it chiseled away at this very core of who I was, something I thought impervious. So there I existed, stripped bare of all that I was, stuck in a reality utterly devoid of identity, purpose, and emotion. I was nothing. This is the power of clinical depression. To continue existing for one more moment—at that point—is the insane decision. It's madnessbut such a blessed madness it is.

So when I eventually emerged into the light with recovery, I was left deeply shaken, and full of self–doubt about my ability to create art—even about my will to create art. For the first time in my life, I was hesitant, afraid, and distrusting of myself and my abilities, and saw a horizon in which my art didn't blaze the trail. Did clinical depression destroy who I had been so completely that art simply wasn't in the cards anymore? Could it be that my survival came at the expense of the old Sarah, leaving in her place this doppleganger in the mirror? Another Creatures song, I Was Me, kept ringing in my head.

I realized I had just emerged from an alien landscape and found myself in an even stranger one. I stumbled along, trying to make sense of this uncomfortable new self I'd become, disliking her, wishing she'd go away. I missed myselfmourned for my old self. I tried to coax her back, but I feared she was gone forever. I was so very lost. Afraid and lost.

Then out of the blue came an email from Stephanie Majecko of Breyer—would I be interested in sculpting a piece for their Premier line? Specifically an appealing pony broodmare? A Connemaraish pony broodmare who could also plausibly be other breeds, too? Whether one believes in coincidence or not, the critical serendipity of this invitation is hard to escape. Indeed, this inquiry came at such a pivotal moment in my life, I consider it a personal Black Swan Event. It'll forever define that moment when I had to choosechoose to fight for who I was or remain this unwelcome thing I didn't recognize.

I realized in that moment that I had to earn my art back. I had to fight on an internal battlefield to reclaim it and reignite its flame.

Strange, isn't it? Every once and a while a golden opportunity opens its arms to you. But only every once in a blue moon, such an opportunity invites you precisely when you need it most, as though the Universe conspired to give you a leg up onto that proverbial horse. And this piece for Breyer, Dancing Heart, was exactly one of those blue moon moments for me.

Cuz, seriously…talk about a childhood dream come true! I remember being that little girl with a new, out–of–the–box Breyer in my hot little hands. (And oh!—that heady aroma!) I remember my bedroom shelves lined with my treasured Breyer horses as a girl, carefully arranged and lovingly oogled. I even remember dreaming of sculpting for Breyer when I "grew up" (whatever that means!), about bringing to life the same magic in plastic for others. And here it wasBAM. To be able to (hopefully) give that gift to someone else is a joy beyond description. It's full circle.

Plus, the idea of my work being massproduced is more than a welcome approach to meI eagerly seek it. Art is for sharing, for connecting and communicating, so my motto in this sense is The More The Merrier! Because previously I'd focused on my own limited resins, customs, and originals, but now I could tap into the collections of OF (Original Finish) enthusiasts as well. Best of all worlds! How could I say, "No"?

But at first I was full of trepidation. How could this Golden Ticket come to me right at the moment when my taste for candy was so dubious? That lingering selfdoubt just poisoned my creative well still so badly. Then I realized this could be framed as a test. If I could pull this off in the full vision the project needed to be realized, then it was possible to regain my former life. This sculpture could be the proverbial battleground. So I jumped in full throttle and cried, "Banzai!"

So to start the project, Stephaniewho was a wonderful partner in all thispresented the specific needs of the project, and we worked together to come to a final decision after chatting about a concept that would be both feasible and appealing. And that's the tricky bit in all this: when it comes to mass production, getting "feasible" and "appealing" to intersect can be the pesky part. Going into this, I already knew it wouldn't be easy for me from that standpoint alone. Ordinarily, I'm not used to such design limitations, all the "don'ts." I'm accustomed to flexible silicone molds and small editions that allowed for fussy bits or the coddling of tricky areas. I'm inured to creating pieces dictated only by how I wished them to be, without much of a care, without all the "you can't do thats." Just ask my moldmakerstheir grey hairs tell the story!

Ooooooh, but not so with this sculpture! Oh nothis piece was the exact opposite set of criteria, defined by nearly every "don't" you can imagine. No undercuts, no tendrils, no thin bits, no pockets or dips, no depressed cavities such as the bottoms of the feet, the tailbone/dock area, or under the jaw. Basically anything that could hang up on the mold or require careful fiddling was clean off the table. Even the head couldn't be turned too much. On top of that, a base was out of the question, yet Heart needed firm points of solid contact since no one wants a tippy model! But wait, there's more…she had to fit inside that famous Breyer box, and that dictated more limitations for the head and neck, legs, and mane and tail, as you can imagine.

But these aren't complaints, mind youthese "don'ts" exist for very good reason! Heart wasn't one of my artisan editions, but destined for mass production, and that required a shift in design precepts. It's just the nature of the beast. Indeed, how a Breyer gets created is quite a feat of production engineering. Plastic is melted into a liquid and then shot into a two–part, rigid metal mold. It's then de–molded, glued together, with any gaps filled with molten plastic, then seam–cleaned and smoothed for painting. The amount of work just to get a casting paint–ready alone is mind bogglingand this has to happen exactly the same, without a hitch, over and over and over. 

And it's all those "don'ts" that ensure this sequence won't get interrupted or compromised so that each casting will be as faithful as possible to the original sculpture. So for the first time, I had to essentially "sculpt flat." That is to say, each side had to pull cleanly, straight out from the side without hooking onto the mold in any way. And the cleaner it would pull, the more faithful the casting would be.

All of that in mind, Heart also had to stand out in the Breyer catalog, she had to have that eye–appeal and hold her own over the long years she'd be in production. And despite all the "don'ts," too, she had to really grab you. Not so easy! So with all this whirling around in my head, I whipped up five preliminary sketches exploring different ideas, and sent them to Stephanie. Because I was new at this, looking back, there were some wild ideas in those sketches—now I know better! Ha ha! So in the end, Breyer chose Sketch #2b, one which would fit the bill perfectlyit was feasible and appealing, a combination not so easy to concoct.

This was sketch #2, and Breyer chose option "b," the head downversion. As you can tell, I'm a sculptor, not a flatwork artist. To me, a sketch is simply a basic idea, not a full drawing. I wanna get sculpting!

The next step was amassing a smorgasbord of references and distilling them down into one archetypal individual based on the qualities I believed would serve the project best. Luckily I was given free rein to independently research and convey Dancing Heart as I saw fit, and thankfully so since my best work is produced when I'm left to my own devices. Now what struck me most perhaps about the Connemara was the degree of variation within the breed. Some looked like tiny Andalusians, some like small Thoroughbreds, some like wee Hunters, some like HalfArabs, with a whole menagerie in between. I read through several sources of breed requirements and found that much was left open for that variation to manifestwhich is great!

After some pondering then, I decided to create a bigbodied, bigboned mare, a heavier kind of Connemara, since that would be a unique niche for the Breyer line, and open up some fun possibilities for future runs of "pony." So I took inspiration (and measurements) from a herd of champion Connemara mares as well as ideas from here, here, here, here, here, and here and conjured up an archetype that would serve as the template for Heart. So while she was Connemaraish, she could pass as other types of ponies, too. Breyer's only real stipulation was that Dancing Heart be prettybe that beautiful, little pony broodmare we all love in our hearts, and happily we were already of the same mind about that! Woot!  

So it all starts off with an individual soul, a personality or character, and what it wants to convey to the world once complete. And this little soul wanted to be that special blend of lovely and puckish, beautiful but loaded with presence and moxy, that fun kind of ponyquirkiness that's so darned endearing. If that wasn't enough, she had to have the substance and style of "pony power," that quality that makes them so stout and sturdy. I researched like crazy, and took so many measurements and crossreferences, I was dreaming them in my sleep! 

On top of all this, Dancing Heart had to look like a broodmare, with their unique proportions and that special "soft" look of of an experienced Motherthat sweet, wistful look of a Mom who knows her child will grow up and plot their own course in life. I hope I achieved that. I think I did. I studied a lot of broodmares for this, and I had my previous research from sculpting Elsie, too, so I was wellequipped. I also drew much from my own Momshe being the best Mom ever! (Hi, Mom!She has unfailingly supported my pursuit of art, making sacrifices, listening to my worries, offering advice, and always offering encouragement and unconditional love. In many ways, Dancing Heart is an hommage to hera kind of, "I love you, Mom—thanks!"
From my perspective then, coming to these conclusions was easy since it seemed we were all of the same mind on most aspects already. Stephanie trusted me, and that in turn, inspired my trust in the project. It was wonderful! And Kitty Cantrell, who has sculpted several pieces for Breyer already, offered some most welcome advice, since I'd never sculpted for plasticinjection before. For instance, she suggested I sculpt in the details a bit harsher than normal, since the plastic softens ridges and depressions just a bit. That one tidbit really helped to realize all of Heart's bells n' whistles better for the final product. Thank you, Kitty!

All said and done though, Dancing Heart was designed for the horsecrazy kid we're all still at heart. She's that pony who dances in our dreams, embodying all that's wondrous, free, and limitless in horse formand that's a universal message. 

It's also a tall order! I'm pretty much selftaught, lacking formal art education. It's been discipline, diligence, and proactive researchand the willingness to follow it wherever it led— that has formed the basis of my development. I gravitate towards what's novel, fresh, and sideways, but a above all, I go where this animal leads me. And Dancing Heart had a very important quest for me…and it was now time to start sculpting

I like to use aluminum wire or wire coat hangers for my armatures! You can see that I've articulated the joints as close to an actual skeleton as possible, keeping symmetry and proportion in mind.

Each posture presents its own curiosities to explore and narratives to telleven a standing horse is moving! Yet for a moving posture, you have to think from the spine down to the hooves whereas with a standing horse you need to think from the hooves up to the spine. So getting Dancing Heart to balance properly on a threepoint stance would be tricky when keeping the final plastic version in mind. No one wants a model that'll tip over!


I use foil to built up the initial bulk of the piece.

A 3point stance is definitely the easiest way to achieve all this, but it does present its own challenges. A lean too far in any direction means instability just as quickly as anything else, and a base wasn't an option. I wanted her to be as solid as a rock, to be as close to an even tripod stance as possible, but without sacrificing one iota of that lovely equine motion we find so appealing.

Now I suppose compared to other approaches, my process appears chaotic and unschooled, but to me it's quite straightforward. And while I have a very clear image in my head, down to each detail, I allow the piece to evolve on its own because no matter how clear a concept may be, no on ever knows it all at the onset. So I let the piece guide and teach me in ways only that piece could. In this sense then, my process is instinctive and visceral while also focused on learning—but not only about technique and equines, but about myself, too. In many ways, it's a meditation. A sanctuary. I'm not just focused on the journey thoughI have to finish what I start. There was a looming deadline! So I'm very much a "destination" kinda girl, too. I don't believe the journey is the sole repository of insight. Enlightenment can be most profound in the moment we can say "done" with confidence.


I use a cheaper epoxy putty to add further bulk. You can see here that I've cut and readjusted her limbs a bit—you always have to be open to necessary adjustments! She's rather gruesomely suspended by two wire hooks suspended from my studio ceiling while I make these adjustments.

As for the nitty–gritty, I always start with the withers and shoulders, then work my way out, basing all measurements on the predetermined head length. I find this allows for a more freeflowing approach, and from this viewpoint, I suppose my process can be best described as organic.
Now I start using my preferred epoxy putty for the real sculpting!

I had a difficult time getting the head just right for a largeish pony mare. And symmetry is important, too! 


I usually sculpt the eyes in last. She looks waaaay funky here, doesn't she?

Here you can see how my eyes start as blobs which get refined throughout the epoxy cure time.

Having worked with this headmeasurement method for so long, my brain is fast to keyin on disproportionate sections quickly. I'm a very fast sculptor. Now granted, that said, I invariably get the back length too short in the initial stages, so I'm always having to lengthen it as one of the final steps! We all have our quirks.


You can see I've had to cut her apart at her barrel and lengthen her just a snidge. I've also started work on her mane and tail. The tail was the easy part, but the mane was tricky. It has to compliment the piece and the face while also following the rules of passive physics, yet still pull from the mold cleanly each time! That means no extreme undercuts or too many artistic liberties. The plasticinjection molds are rigid, not pliable like with resin casting, and production, which has to be speedy and reliable, can't be compromised by anything that would catch on the mold parts.

Checking  myself to make sure I stay true to the project! You can see the adjustments I had to make to ensure she stands, but still maintain the spirit of the original design.

I like to use a wire mesh for mane and tail armatures. It provides lots of flexibility and versatility, so this is how they get started. You can find this wire mesh at most craft stores.

Here's her final head and mane. I wanted to color in her eyeball with a pencil to see if I caught the expression I wanted in crisp detail.

In the end, with a breath of relief, I looked at her with great satisfaction. I hit my every criterion, plus those requested by Breyer. She was exactly the pony broodmare we had all envisioned! And I hoped and hoped she would inspire that childhood magic we all felt when we held that blessed Breyer box tightly in our eager little hands on some Christmas morning or Birthday afternoon. I paused and marveled at how this animal, the horse, and Breyer had influenced so much of my life, personally and professionally. They'd always been there, and now I could give back, so to speak. I could contribute to that wonderful alchemy. Heart could make that magic for someone else, and what a lovely feeling that was. I'll hold it close to my heart for the rest of my life.

No small matter, though. Creating Dancing Heart had been a tremendous challenge because despite all my own priorities for her, I had to deliver a piece according to the strict parameters of the mass–production process and the project requirements all the same. It was a curious task to see how far I could push my more freestyle approach up against those boundaries without bursting beyond them. Fortunately, the Breyer team I worked with were absolutely splendid. The kind of room Breyer granted me to bring her alive fed back on itself, and really propelled the whole sculpting process forwardsI'm very grateful! Cuzhey—they even let me give her a "pooky" lip, whisker bumps, and eyelashes! That's unprecedented!


Done! Now to smooth with sandpaper and detail in the veins, moles, chestnuts and little fiddly bits. Then with a coat of primer, she's off to the caster to have resin production masters made! PHEW.

Twisty fun!

In the end, through it all, I was also elated to find that I had won the psychological battle for my art—for my old self. A bit bloodied perhaps, but unbowed. Apparently that part of my old self was still in here, eager to come out but buried under the wreckage of depression's storm. It needed something truly monumental to be coaxed out, a universal cry to muster up its braverya real motivation to get back into the fray again. It needed something worth dying for, I suppose, and Heart was definitely that! She was worth one last epic effort, yet rather than being my last swan song, she ended up being the calvary galloping into my salvation! It was Dancing Heart who came charging into the rumble as a trusty steed to faithfully carry me through! How unexpectedhow wonderful! And even more surprising, I found that I wasn't just my old self again—I was better than I was before. Indeedy, subroutines had been at work the whole time, processing sculptural information below my consciousness to make Heart and my postHeart work better. The whole experience also made me a better person. What a surprise! Heart had enriched my own.

A box o' Hearts, fresh from my caster! Thank you Barry Moore of BearCastLLC for your superb craftsmanship! I couldn't have done this without you!

So from internally crippled to Dancing Heartit's a literal metaphor. To those currently suffering from clinical depression, I'm here to tell you that you can survive that mental mindfield. Find something goodanythingthat motivates you and grab onto it fervently. It's your guide back to the light. Dancing Heart saved me and my art. How curious that what first got me going down the path of realistic equine sculpture—my Breyer horseswould be the very same thing that would swoop down to my rescue all these years later. Again, full circle.

Cleaned, packed, and off to their famous destination, Breyer Animal Creations, with the help of one of my trusted Post Office buddies, Steph, otherwise known as "Mayhem" to her cohorts! Steph, you're famous!

I now measure my career as preDancing Heart and postDancing Heart, this particular equine soul being that instrumental in my life. I cannot convey with words how reaffirming and wonderful it is that Breyer afforded me the unique gift of sharing this strange, personal journey with you. It's a beautiful thing. I sculpted her just for you, and I hope she brings you as much joy as she gave me as I brought her to life. I'm now back in the saddle, so to speak, so thank you, Dancing Heart! Thank you, Breyer! And I thank you, you. With Dancing Heart, you travel this marvelous journey shared between all of us, hand in hand, hoof to hoof. And so my final wish for you is

May your heart always dance!

Colorway #1: Sooty dappled buckskin, painted according to specification.

I am perplext, and often stricken mute.
Wondering which attained the higher bliss,
The wing'd insect, or the chrysalis
It thrust aside with unreluctant foot.
~ Thomas Bailey Aldrich

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